An announcement before March: I quit :)
for now, for a REALLY good reason...
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I’ve made a vow to myself to make March different. THIS, is my New Year.
February… was a cycle. A tortuous one.
One I brought on to myself.
Pushing myself to show up with the same fiery momentum I had for my life and work (as if I didn’t lose my mom, my caregiving role, and my sense of self and purpose) doesn’t work no matter how many times I try. Strange, right? (I’m dripping with sarcasm here, by the way.)
So in March, I’m going inward. Doing the self-improvement work to ease my growing dis-ease, getting messy, and reflecting on the journey of re-discovering myself.
March has a plan, and looks like:
Doing Manifestation Babe’s 5-day challenge fully for the first time (all the other times my attention had been divided by caregiving).
Getting basic, messy, and authentic with my future online business by committing to Simone Seol’s free business marketing course.
Doing the Live Intentionally course to ground myself and re-learn self-trust
Openly and loosely writing reflections about my journey for the month to post here–I’m committing to nothing more for the month.
Refreshing myself on my self-coaching, NLP techniques, and Human Design when needed.
I’ll be pausing the narrations, and probably will post Fridays (reflecting on how the week before went).
I also have a few other things I may post about as bonus pieces. But I’m trying really hard in March to make myself and my healing and well-being my main priority. And that means keeping things as simple and frictionless as possible.
March will finally be the month where I give myself permission to show up in the way I’ve told myself for years I wanted to, but wasn’t “allowed” to. Only because I have so many arbitrary “rules” set up for myself.
And this hasn’t been a passive and casual “maybe yes, maybe no” inner battle. This has been a war. One with me screaming at myself to let go of the fake freakin’ rules I’m making for myself, only to be left with a TON of resistance and fight.
This just tells me I’ve gotta fight this current much harder, in a way that’ll actually reap rewards. Cause I’m tired of fighting myself, knowing it’ll amount to nothing but more stagnancy and stress.
So here’s to a better, brighter future once I start implementing the work that will allow it to be so.